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2010-08-24T21:54:00.001+08:00

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2010-08-20T23:14:00.004+08:00

yay im in my happy bubble today (:
im so happy wappy! heeheee.

so today was a rather interesting day,
it started off with heavy rain, omg it was super heavy lah srsly the rain,
thunders plus lightnings=rather scary.
so i was stranded at the 100 bus stop w/o any umbrella,
waiting for nithya to come and share umbrella with me.
felt like some loner standing there alone at the busstop,
with some grp of sec4 cedarians.
then super funny,their umbrella, the metal stick and the shelter dropped out!
so their umbrella became like a metal stick and the shelter thing,
rather funny (:
and then they asked me if i needed umbrella,
cos someone gna fetch them, so i was super happy,
at least not stranded anymore (:
shall return the umbrella on monday if i see them!
heeeheee and so many people were late today,
and umbrellas flooded the classrm!

so after that had lessons as usual, then went to see the mr domenico valentino (:

yes this is how he looks like! super chaoji cool (:

managed to skips classes frm nine thirty all the way to twelve!

so i was rather happy!

and then we had photosigning and autograph,

so he signed my tie, i mean almost everyone's tie lah (:

oh and when we went to the toilet,

at the supposedly rather ulu 1st lvl toilet,

had sec4s who were inside,

dayna's senior, omg she super funny,

she dropped her ez card behind the toilet bowl!

and then she and her friends were laughing like crazy,

and me and nat were laughing too,

cos super hilarious the whole scene!

dk whether they managed to retrieve the ez card in the end!

funny ttm!

ohwell, then had piano, ended early go home (:

and i slept for an hr!

tmrw having tuition early in morning,

then go cell.

sigh im tired!

maybe will sleep soon (:

2010-08-19T21:25:00.002+08:00

omgoodness i love YOG like crazy!
wo xi huan, wo hen xi huan!
i helped a jap guy hold his stuff,
and he is like super duper cuteeeeee, he warmup omg!
still rbred when i realised i got him i omged so loudly he was staring at me!
then i smiled all the way to the starting point, shit i think i must be siao manszx.
and he got fourth for 3000m heeheeeee (:
and after that come back to take his stuff,
he was smiling and thanked me, and i was so happy.
i hope i get some cool athletes again soon,
i want to take pictures (:

so today we had debateeee!
was close fight with the opposition and they won us by one mark,
but we still dk what is our marks ):
which is pretty much annnoying.
so scary when i was talking,
and dk why but apparently today my face was really red,
i guess i was allergic to something,
then face became red...
okay nvrm i said it was natural blush (:
abw debate was rly scary,
haha but i was first speaker, so did not even rebut any single person.

after sch, when to the old folks home,
omg i think the old folks like really damn poor thing,
they like cannot go home like that!
somemore all of them look so sad inside there,
and this old man said that he had no illnesses wtv and still can walk well,
but his children put him in old folks home,
then i felt kinda sad for him, cos he was like those really healthy type of person.
and he brought us ard the old folks home and it was rly big and scary.
going there again nxt week, i hope they will be more enthu this type.

im watching the nine oclock how now,
super ji cai i like!
all police and crime stuff, and murder omg...
scary much and exciting too (:
i like!

2010-08-12T22:07:00.002+08:00

so long nvr blog already (:
ohwell,
im feeling really depressed today,
moodswing hahaa.
have so much stuff to do,
tmrw have hist ta, piano lesson, discuss debate, ilead.
OMGoodness, i think im gna faint.
ohyeah and im having major flu ):
took so much toilet paper cos sneeze alot ):
my sister passed it to me...
really tired now zomg,
i think im gna plonk on the bed and sleep straight away (;

oh and i love the touch omg!
love family outing, laughed like siao when watching it on the bus,
i bet people thought i was crazy :O
but nvrm cannot help it,
jaesuk was too crazy! (:

woohoo, im gna change my blogskin asap (:

2010-08-06T23:18:00.002+08:00

Ndp was total fun!!!! ESP the singing song part, yay so high! The songs are still stuck in my head ((; so addictive much! Anw the class was damn hyper we jumped like mad and ran like mad. Nat tripped ovr some bags,and fell, I tripped ovr her and fell.plis kekyink tripped over me and fell... Were like dominos and we fell in the middle of the hall, everyone laughed like mad, how great!! ); in the midst of jumping, I saw crushed Oreos, squashed gross banana, and trampled on national day flags on the floor! Omgoodness and the confetti I like I like I like! Loved it when the thing suddenly boom! And everything came fluttering down, pretty! And when I saw you smile today, it totally made my day (;

2010-08-05T22:13:00.003+08:00

yay today was a funny day,
me and nat walked to pp mrt,
singing we will get there,
aiyah some national day song lah,
and we sang one word by one word,
okay nvrm so difficult to explain.

anw,
so tomorrow we are gna have national day parade in school!
woohoo, coolios (:
i love to jump with everyone
and singing the nice nice songs (:
ohyeah and im wearing uniform (:
WOOHOO.

im starting to like piano,
cos suddenly ms junita treat me really nicely,
and i don't know what's wrong with her,
she wanted to cook for me maggi mee to eat,
cos i said i love it. HAHAHA

and i just ate this really nice sweet frm korea!
i thought it was sweets,
but just realised it was vitamins!
wheeehee, its sour and nice
i like (:

i still can't find family outing with TOP ):

2010-08-03T22:01:00.002+08:00

was rather moody when i got to school today,
didn't feel like talking, like AT ALL.
omgoodness,
so i stoned and pay attention till recess time!
then mood picked up, talked more.

i didn't know a simple sentence like
'hey, do you have a stable friendship' could lead to 3hrs of heart2heart talk.
seriously,
im glad that at least someone know how i feel,
and that someone is rouhui!
omgoodness,
i seriously didn't know we had so much in common.
our character seems the same,
and our friendship problems too.
and i thought i was the only one who felt that way,
i feel so stony cold,
sometimes when people make jokes,
i laughed just for the sake of laughing, cos i don't find most jokes funny.
and nothing seems to be able to satisfy me,
everything i get,
is only 3min of hotness, after a while i just get over it.
i can do with or without it....
i miss my pri school days seriously,
when life was so carefree and fun then.
now everything is life sucks life sucks life sucks.,
i think im becoming pessimistic,
and hey, i used to be optimistic back then...
i really don't know why i told rh everything just now,
cos i don't really say out my deepest stuff to random people,
and i don't talk about my problems every single day.
but after slacking at mrt, i feel so much better,
at least i found a friend who truly understands me,
omg its really amazing!
but still i hope my life will take a turn,
can there even be happier days in future

2010-08-02T23:31:00.002+08:00

I really hate it when people tell me I don't understand, cause I wasn't at the place of incident, or did not havethe exact same problem as them. I think it sucks alot lah actually! When I was only like tryna help...how do you know i don't understand how you feel. And they make their problem sound really really huge,when it is only one small tiny problem. Like hello, my life has so much more problems okay,just that I have not told a single person yet, not even my closest friends. So ohmygoodness,please stop telling me I don't understand, maybe I actually do understand you okay!!! I'm starting to think I may be bipolar ); life sucks omg

2010-07-30T22:10:00.002+08:00

yay im a happy kid today!
although it rained super heavily on sports day ):
but me and rh are very happy,
cos we went ard asking to take pic with people!
woohoo,
i loveeloveeeloveeee it!
anw,
then went out with char,wc,nit,jy,phylliz.
watch despicable me (:
was quite nice,
but no lasting impact...
cannot really rbr the storyline really well,
and nithya was the only one enjoying the show ALOT.
so, we had pretty much scandals going on,
and uhmmm, it was funny,
the family! (:
love catching up with them heheheeeee.
and we talked and talked and talked,
and complained about many people,
okay not many, a few :P

ohyay, theres zone svc tmrw.

2010-07-28T18:13:00.001+08:00

backspace everything ):

2010-07-25T00:25:00.003+08:00

so, i woke up bright and early in the morning,
just to have chem plus physics tuition (:
yay im so guai,
that will make up for some time i have wasted in the evening.

missed cell, due to some last min ne maths proj thing,
which we kinda completed it already,
finished at like five?
then went bugis to meet rh,ky,hj
and when me nat kathy reached there,
rh and ky had to go ):
so saaaad,
i was still harbouring high hopes of taking neoprints ):
boohoohoo, another time then!
anw, i saw the shoes i wanted!
but now that i looked again,
it doesn't seem that nice anymore.
maybe i shld buy the flowery pattern slip-ons i saw at rubi!
and srsly, my vintage bag, where is it!
don't tell me i kenna scam by bs owner again!
dammit, don't even wna reply meeeeee,
somemore i use my own money pay for the bag,
i didn't use my mum money leh!
then give the owner the money already,
now she give me attitude, go and die lah!

okay, so i went vivo for dinner (:
ate pizza hut, super full still!
then walked ard,
tryed to find sch shoes at converse,
don't hv my size,
maybe going ion tmrw to collect it,
cos i reserved one at ion (:
and went to look at itouch-es (:
and i realised that itouch 3g cannot jailbreak yet,
so idk what to do,
shld i wait and wait and wait,
or what!
omgoodness, stress manszx.
nvrm i shall figure a way what to do,
heh!

i feel like calling you,
just to tell you what's going on,
and cry over the phone.
cos i thought you're the only one who truly cares,
but im not so sure anymore...

2010-07-22T22:54:00.003+08:00

i miss dongbang ):
what if they are forgotten one day,
what if i forget abt them?
OMG IDW ):
anw, im going korea at the end of year,
WOOHOOOO
please tell me i rock, thanks i know i do.

anw, i think actually im quite creative (:
cos i can make letters really nice if i want to,
okay fine i think they are nice.
so maybe i have some artsy genes in me,
after all my dad and sister are good in arts.
heh, so im making a nice letter,
oh i do nicely, but super slowly.
i took like dk how many weeks to do sheen's letter :P

so many things are going on now,
i wish some people will be more sensitive to others' feelings.
and so many jealousy going on,
its dumb.

okay today's cheer was kinda drama,
had shouts fights, but ole was not involved. YAY.
but srsly, how can cheer break up friendships,
its weird!
how fragile and weak our friendship can be.
oh and we had meet the parents.
so embarrassing!
mrs foo talked to my mum,
then my mum told me beforehand that she was gna sabo me,
and say bad things about me.
and guess what, she really did.
so i kicked her, and mrs foo went
'don't do that! i saw everything yknow!' to me.
then i was shocked, plus paiseh,
and decided to be a good kid and listen to them rattle on about how we are not performing up to standard, and im not in the danger zone, and how active 3S can be,
with the occasional rolling of eyes, and staring daggers at my mum.

and now im gna make a card for tmrw, ohmygoodness damn rush ):
cos its georgi's birthday.

no, i don't want her to cry,
i don't want her to cry for us ):

2010-07-19T22:38:00.002+08:00

im annoyed, even more annoyed than you can imagine ):
school started off, really bad with a capital B!
my hair colour is not even obvious!
like wth, it is so light lah can.
argh omg,
and the tchrs want me to go to the salon and dye it black?
like salon? hello, im not rich can,
and going to the salon just to dye my fringe,
can cost like fifty bucks?
annoying!
and i dyed it yesterday night already,
how great, the tchrs did not believe,
'i don't see the difference'
'this is the wrong colour'
BUT I REALLY DID DYE IT BLACK,AND THEY DID NOT BELIEVE ME!
omg, i was really pissed.
but okay, i dyed black already,
and my fringe is omg super duper black with a capital B!
ANNOYING ):

2010-07-18T23:32:00.002+08:00

yay, so jieying came today!
glad that she thought it was interesting, woohoo!
come next time again kay (:

had a good talk with peijie after svc,
love it much much much!

anw, im so stress,
cos i dye my hair black already,
and it is still brown,
then how i tell the tchrs tmrw!!!
omgoodness srsly ):
heh i used my gramma's dye,
shld be effectiveeee!
omg but i think my hair is more brown now,
HOW, okay nvrm not my fault.

tmrw have school again,
so sian ji bua ):
did i mention, i filed all my maths ws?
omgoodie, i think im damn neat and guai,
changed alot since last year,
cos last year i nvr even touch my files before,
but this year,
i filed all my chem, and all my maths!
HOW GREAT IS THAT? (:

oh yay and i like hangeng, and kyuhyun (:
heeheeeeeeeeeeeee

2010-07-16T21:55:00.002+08:00

heeheee, this is one song of suju i like (:

okay shld tell sheeeen! :P
kyuhyun damn cute inside omg srsly!
his voice WOOHOO, and frm 1:08-1:18,
and he do the wall so pretty,
okay i know not he do one, but who cares?
and ryeowook so funny washing the car,
shit sheen i must not like him ):
but i love his hair, his fringe gets in the way when he dance,
and thats just so niceeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
and siwon, i think he slimmed down or something?
he looks quite good inside the mv (:
and leeteuk so cute go ard taking photos!
woohoowoohoo, I LIKE I LIKE THIS MV!

2010-07-15T22:00:00.002+08:00

i hate it like seriously,
i think some people in our school have REALLY BAD FORESIGHT.
like they choose some weird people to be pupil leaders?
LIKE HUH?
anti social, too busy, uninterested.
hahaha, if people don't want the post,
then don't get them to be ldrs lah!
get others who are more interested and eligible!
annoying,
and it all revolves ard BIASNESS/BIASEDNESS?
seriously, why some people choose people not based on capability,
but on popularity, and godknowswhat.
it all seems screwed up,
heh im glad im not part of politics in school (:

oh, on the other hand,
i finish my ying yong wen, till the suggestions already!
and i did maths (:
so guai today, i shall continue later at eleven.

i was abt to curse and swear, but decided not to (:
heheeeeeeeeeeee, so nice right!

2010-07-12T21:08:00.002+08:00

some mayhem was happening just now,
my dad caned my younger sister,
and she is damn freaking skinny,
like just skin and bones,
and he caned her like omgomgomg!
i almost thought he had some abusive blood in him lah can!
scare me to the max ):
oh, forgot to mention,
and my younger sister cried like a few teardrops only,
so super brave can!
if is me, i think i will run out of home!

anw, elysia says my dad shld be feeling guilty now,
cos he is staring into the ceiling,
with the 'why is my life like that' look.
ohwell he shld be,
all my younger sister did was to misplaced a spelling list.
and he caned her twice, super hard!

i wna watch my summer's desire,
but then sugoideas have not uploaded the one with eng subs ):
sigh sigh sigh,
maybe i shld just watch it,
and improve my chinese,
MY ORAL!
on wednesday wednesday!
what if i cannot talk at all,
wahlaoeh super damn scareeeeeed ):

wheehee im gna eat a durian,
and stink up the whole place :P

2010-07-07T21:37:00.002+08:00

today was a bad bad day, cause
1. i lost my geog essay
2. i lost my two blueblack pens ( found one already)
3. i got really irritated at everything
4. i have so many stuff to do.
5. i didn't get stuff teachers were teaching.

i really was irritated, till the make up lesson,
where we could do hands-on stuff,
applied makeup for fitriah, woohoo!
im very good at it, heehee and so is humaira,
we made fitriah super pretty.

oh on a happier note,
i found an additional seven bucks in my wallet,
and idk how it happened!
maybe my wallet can reproduce $$$!
yeah i wish :P
realised that i should stop daydreaming,
cause everything i daydream about never comes trueeeee ):
ohwell, heck care,
im gna watch my 18 jin bu jin,
about sperms and sex according to nat,
HAHA OMG SOUNDS WRONG C:

i went to school today,
hoping that you would listen what i wanted to say,
but who would have thought,
you would just brush me away,
not even listening to me.
i really thought you would listen.

2010-07-05T01:18:00.000+08:00

ahahahaaaa!
SUPER POWER OMG AHHHHH

2010-07-05T01:16:00.002+08:00

after watching this video,i finally understand the meaning of acapella! (:
its like super duper nice heh,
love jaejoong (:
i miss dongbang as five...

2010-07-01T22:53:00.002+08:00

did i mention i have weird dreams?
like in my dream, i know its a dream im in.
so in my dream, i will always tell the person next to me,
'hey yknow im dreaming now, and im in a dream?'
idk why, cos that always happens in my dreams,
and not only once, but a few times already!

ooh and in my dreams,
im able to continue my previous dream from long long ago!
i rbr i dreamed of me and friends going to some cool theme park a few years back,
when i was pri school.
and guess what?
recently, i dream of the same theme park,
with other friends,
except that this time, all of us grew up already,
and the theme park was EXACT SAME,
except it was renovated!
and in that dream i told my friend,
'hey i dream of this theme park last time too!
and now it is renovated, so cool!'
except that...
it is not super cool haha
its kinda freaky actually ):
ohwell!

today not feeling well,
had headache and wanted to vomit.
and tay just had to go through maths for so long!
ohyeah we had extra lessons ):
and after that,
my head was so pain i started crying,
idk why, i must have been crazy ):
and took cab home!
vomited in cab,
and driver seemed super afraid i will dirty his taxi,
HAHA!
came home, ate two pills,
and slept for so long till six plus! (:

2010-06-29T22:07:00.003+08:00

disappointment,
flooding me.
my maths results were like omg so screwed,
totally flunked it.
and it was supposed to be my best subject how great.
like wtf OMG, super saaaaaaaad ):
i guess i better start studying soon,
like from tomorrow.
i have to get good results for end years,
shit lah im damn scared seriously ):
what if i get retained,
bottom forty or what!
shucks shucks shucks,
i got to buck up!
how, i feel like dropping out from school,
so sian ji bua,
im tired of studying,
can i drop out and go work now!
in cedar damn bloody stress omg.

i love talkingcock.com
damn funny!
regina always bin chow chow (:

what does bobo means?

BOBO/BOBO KING/BOBO SHOOTER (Contributed by imayoda and Daniel Hong)
Used to describe a soldier who frequently misses his shooting target. Derived possibly from a military term frequently used at the shooting range, W/O W/O (wipe-out) for no hits at all.
1. "Eh, it's that bobo shooter again, always cross lane one."
2. "Recruit Beng is super bobo king one. Last time at the range, he accidentally shot his OC."

omg super funny!

super bobo king

wonder what will colin and jessie say about our bobo club!

HAHA

2010-06-28T22:16:00.002+08:00

results sucked, really sucked.
3S stands for 3 suckers haha!
omg thats what aqilah said :P
in other classes they see whether they can A1 or A2 or B3 or B4,
if not they cry like shit.
in 3S we see whether we pass or fail,
we pass = super happy
we fail = aiyah like that lor
see the difference between 3S and other classes?
BIG MAJOR DIFFERENCE!
but good lah,
i get bad results i don't really feel like crying (:
oh,
and if im not wrong,
in our class the As for all the subjects totalling up,
is less than 5 i think?
ohwell, but that's 3S lah, so who cares.

but still,
im super duper scared for maths!
how, everyone is like so excited for maths,
like expecting to do well.
but oh no, im not lah srsly.
since my 14 marks gone,
im depressed like ttm. ):
i wish i can stop studying,
study so much still get shitty results!

that image keeps flashing in my mind

2010-06-27T21:29:00.002+08:00

had cremation today,
could not bring myself to cry, idk why.
this few days omg really seems to pass very fast,
too fast in fact ):
the whole june hols were like boring,
till the last week,
where there was this funeral,
and family and distant relatives came together.
srsly,
93 relatives were present,
with a certain few missing hahaaa.
i miss xiangxiang, i miss those distant cousins,
who live at the other side of singapore,
like at taman jurong of all places ):
and we don't even see each other,
only once, LIKE ONCE A YEAR,
WHEN WE ALL LIVE ON THIS SUPER TINY ISLAND!
and although we all daoed each other,
but it was still like super fun,
the seven days we spent.

now hols are over already, so sian.
and we got to get results ):
so damn bloody scared.

i rather stay at home and stalk someone (:
haha, my sister tryna find him too,
but ohwell, wo zhao bu dao !
sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad...
boohoo

and i realised the person who tagged as anon,
was...
MY SISTER!
SHE SUCKS OMG.

2010-06-27T01:36:00.003+08:00

omg omg, two more days to sch reopen!
on monday, im gna get back my exam papers,
which are so screwed up ):
im scareeeeed, boohoo.
been sleeping late, and waking up early!
thats kinda good or bad?

oh had ignite conference today,
was pretty boring heh,
paid twenty bucks for two workshops??
and i almost fell asleep during first svc,
cos really i was super tired!
then had 2 workshops,
first one super boring,
almost no one listening to the preacher :P
second one was dominic frm HOG church.
heh he taught us ways to save peoplee,
can't wait totally!

been at the funeral this few days,
met many distant relatives,
which idk many of them ):
got to wake up at six plus to prepare again tmrw!
so basically, i don't have much of a life,
cos im so busy with everything omg.
and i still have not complete my geog essay.

C,
i love the way you behave,
so what if you're a dropout?
that's what i like, that you seem so free all the time.
i love your ear stud, and the way you walk.
when i saw the other side of you,
i had this tingly feeling,
cos the image that flashed in my mind
was so different from what i saw in real life.
im sure i'll miss you,
since im not gna see you anymore soon.
):

2010-06-24T01:41:00.002+08:00

IT STARTED WITH A KISS ((:

both of them together, so sweet right! (:

haish, this photo
jiangzhishu look so jiangzhishu (:
sigh...

look! xiangqing so pretty!
ARIEL LIN CAN REALLY ACT,
PLUS SHE IS SO PRETTY (:

heh this song superduper nice,
been listening to it like for forever.
haish, was thinking back,
i rbred last time in pri sch-sec1
i was already obsessed with the iswak idol drama,
still rbr jessie coming over,
and i was telling her to watch it.
sighsighsigh, miss those days,
when i can watch idol dramas all the timeee! (:
woohoo, i loove iswak!
prefer the first one than the sequel.
heard there might be a iswak 3,
but not sure leh,
there were rumours that ariel lin rejected the show,
and she and joecheng not getting on very well.
sad sad sad.
i love the jiangzhishu dao face omg,
super duper chaoji wudi cool ttm can?
is like wtv xiangqin do, he always dao!
but at the back, he always secretly smile (alittle only)
and his smirks woohoo! (:
LOVE HIM MUCH!

my #5, where are you?
i have been searching, but i can't seem to find you.
im so sorry that im stalking you ):

2010-06-23T00:19:00.002+08:00

super chaoji tired today!
walked like
6km in 6 hrs...
i know it might sound like super duper slow, but hell no okay!
i was so tired i almost died while walking,
adding in that i woke up so early at 6 plus,
like omgomg so early can!

haha, i made up a logic on my own,
people who watch idol dramas are those who are deprived of love,
or whatsoever in their lives.
for eg watch funny idol dramas = no funniness in your life.
ohwell, boring logic i guess,
so sian ji bua x2 heh.

im gna play games on miniclip and games2win,
damn fun heheeeee.
and im watching youtube too wheeheeeee.
ISAWK FTW!

2010-06-21T21:55:00.002+08:00

omg did i mention, i really have no life leh omg.
me and rouhui were lamenting,
that we really hv no life.
everyday watch drama, use com, go out.
the end, afew words can describe my holiday.
i think i shld not work anymore,
tired of cleaning stupid toilet bowls,
im tired of working!!!
theres too much people going to the toilets,
and i have to clean so much, sian to the max!
ohwell, having some geog field trip tmrw,
shall try my best to have fun,
i mean, going to sungei buloh or macrictchie,
how much fun can i have??
still need to wake up so early, like at six!
i still have loads of homework,
like two geog essays,
im scared like to the max.

interesting fact,
yknow the mrt thing, like frm hougang to potongpasir is like 8 min!
and i timed my watch (okay i was bored)
and it was really trueee, like accurate time taken!

omg and ariel lin quite funny to the max,
HAHA her shows (:
funnyfunny much!

2010-06-19T00:07:00.002+08:00

oh yay i love shopping (:
did i mention how much i bought yesterday?
okay nvrm im lazy to mention anw!

woohoo, tmrw gg bugis,
meeting grp for ne maths,
so guai right, we gna do our proposal and everything!
obviously, cause yours truly is the leader of the grp,
wheeheee, thats why must be responsible!
HAHA omg that was crap :P
but i plan to buy that accessorize wallet,
the yellow unique one,
which many have told me it is a good choice,
and i shld buy it.
only that it costs a whopping thirty three bucks,
and apparently, accessorize is so not gna have a sale dammit.
))):

hah im happy, that im gg out on monday, most prob.
and i have this dumb geog field trip on tues,
in which me nat kathy and sarah decided to represent our class,
and go sungei buloh? to take pictures,
and TEACH THE CLASS WOOHOO.
i think i shld spend the rest of the week slogging my guts out at work,
and do my geog essay, which is so difficult to do ):
sian ji bua... thats a hokkien term,
which im so fond of saying now!

this holidays suddenly seem to pass so fast omg,
what am i supposed to do?
but on second thoughts, i miss school.

im really glad that you shared your stuff with me today,
and i didn't know you felt that way,
sorry that i can't help at all.

2010-06-17T21:53:00.002+08:00

omg, so im actually feeling quite sad now.
i miss dbsk, them being together.
gosh this feeling sucks lah, they are like seperated.
so near, yet so far ):
omg, can't believe my darling jaejoong cried,
and had to go backstage.
omg hero kim jaejoong,
he was sposed to be really good at controlling his emotions,
guess they are really emotionally hurt,
that he can't even control his emotions nowadays.
i feel for them ):
haish, miss them loads,
hope that stupid SM will go bankrupt or sth,
and homin will like get back to jaechunsu,
so they can be dbsk again (:
we'll continue searching for the letter 'W'
we'll shine in the same shape forever.
yes i hope they will, forever (:

2010-06-13T22:50:00.002+08:00

argh i think i need money,
like alotalotalot of money.
cos i have seen so many stuff to buy,
omg someone help me!
so im gna buy clothes on tues with mom (:
and tmrw with ahrou,
okay i bet im not gna spend much,
but just window shop sad to say.
and find a proper wallet ((:
sianszx, how uh how uh how uh!
im broke like shit,
had to pay like @#$%^&* twenty bucks for the ignite conference.
omg i was so super angry lah,
my twenty bucks just gone like that.
okay nvrm nvrm,
i will earn that twenty bucks back...

so now i got to dig into my savings,
sigh poor thing meee ):
and whats wrong with people wanting to dieeee.
its the hols shld not die yet,
after hols maybe i shall contemplate suicide (:

2010-06-11T22:04:00.002+08:00

ohwell recently i've taken a liking to blogshops heehee.
but im kinda afraid to buy,
due to the prev scam, cheat my money ):
but omg some of the clothes are like really nice,
though im not sure if in real life or what it'll be nice.

haish,
went to rubi today, having like superduper big discount,
wanted to buy some neon flats,
but no size for me ): so angry lah!
but anw everyone is like buying the same stuff,
sianszx...
oh, im playing baking life again.
i feel like i have no life at all,
not a single bit.
i want sleepover, hope mom allows,
then me and ahrou can watch drama whole daay whee!
and i still need to go out with jessie and colin,
go watch toystory!!! miss them alot ):
and i need to go out with kailin jamie seehui jasmine,
the dexus gang! nvr see them so long leeeer.
and i need to go out with algae to shop!
but after i finish my hw (thats what she says)

relives the memories again, whee not.

2010-06-10T22:09:00.002+08:00

yay business picked up today (:
ohwell,
at least not that bored anymore!
anw, algae told me some great bargains of GSS,
must go shop soon! (:
tmrw i will go see see first, heeehee,
before my great plan starts!
can't wait ((:

did i mention, baking life on fb is damn fun!
heehee can make my own cupcake,
was so happy just now wheeee! ((:
okay or maybe im just too bored or sth...

okay maybe i shld start on my chinese compo soon,
i seriously dk what to write, how!
grrr, shld i write abt mum poem,
or friendship poem!
so cheeesy type HAHA!
im finding on the internet woohoo.

gosh i miss those times,
'hey tall one, i've nvr seen you this way before...'
algae, does this ring a bell?
HAHA, ohwell, damn funny talk just now! (:
i realise whenever we hang up,
we'll say 'call you later, don't miss me!'
and in the end, we nvr call each other back!
HAHAHAH.

im feeling bored, YAY

2010-06-08T23:07:00.002+08:00

you're so annoying sometimes you make my blood boil.
stop pretending, really i've had enough,
you put on a front, and woah, seems like you were really caring for me,
but i know you weren't at all.
i'm not gna fall for this damn pretense anymore,
i'm tired of listening to you.

on the other hand, i love summer's desire,
super ci ji, exciting. whee.
looking forward to the next ep,
still have 5 days 4 hours i guess.
sianszx, all ah rou fault, make me hooked onto the show ):
i still have geog, and chem to do.
and dumb chinese poem/compo.
have decided to do poem,
shld be quite simple, i hope (:
just use those cheem cheem phrases, and maybe i'll get gd marks!
can't wait for saturday, zone meeting, at last (:
idk why i'm even enthusiastic about it, hah but then maybe cos it's the day i finally get rest, like AT LAST (:
waking up early again, sianszx

2010-06-07T18:33:00.001+08:00

wheee, worked today (:
so tired now...

woohoo, saw many many sec4 cedarians,
me and sarah so scared that we might see someone,
and we covered our faces like siao zha bor :P
haha omg but so fun! (:

okay, i shld start doing my hw,
wheeheee!
go vanessa! heehee

2010-06-06T22:42:00.002+08:00

shir, sheen made me like ryeowook,
omg love his hair swishing, so cute!
can't believe they came today,
heheeeee.
anw, i ate katong laksa today,
wheee! so yummy (:
omg someone said something super funny.
'you girls uh, spend so much money on little pieces of cloth, and little money on large pieces on cloth!'
funny much, so ironic (:
anw, i watched my zhangwuji show,
and apparently i missed out the most exciting part yesterday and today ):
had fighting parts and war!! i love it (:
but ohwell had dinner outside yesterday, till midnight ):
and just now had tuition...

omg chiangszxzxc damn funny, plus stalkerish.
keep a pic of someone in wallet uh?
caught you staring!!
okay so i hv evidence uh,
'have her photo which i can kiss anytime'
AHEM GROSS TO THE MAX?!!
okay funny!
im on fb now, wheee.
okay im bored ):

2010-06-04T23:11:00.002+08:00

ohyay! today rouhui made my day (:
woke up at ten,
prepared for piano, then tchr cancelled last min.
so i called ah rou to ask to study,
and surprisingly she said okay! ((:
so met at j8,
heh saw cedarians.
then we slacked for a while,
ate yami yogurt, before started to study!
oh did i mention,
studying with her makes me FEEL productive only,
cos according to her,
we did 2 DIFFICULT maths qns,
and one summary.
so it was a major feat apparently.
ohwell, and we made up excuses like at home will sleep and use com.
unlike ouside, we slack but still happy. heehee.
AND ROUHUI IS FOREVER HUNGRY,
i cannot stand it!
keep talking abt food and stuff, and we just ate like 1 hr ago!
then librarian almost chased us out ):
she hates us i think?

okay anw, we could not take the starvation anymore,
and rushed off to eat.
then we camwhored at playgrd!
ohyeah and we ate alot of gummies frm mini toons,
till i wna puke bleaaaah :p

2010-06-01T21:35:00.001+08:00

shit i have a scared feeling.
was i right to have done that?
i am not sure really )):

2010-06-01T18:19:00.002+08:00

woah, i just slept for three hours ((:
what if i can't sleep tonight?
so gna dieeeee.
oh, and today i ate macdonalds!
for like first time in two months,i think?
break record heehee.

anw, had maths lesson yesterday and today,
daily routine for me and nat.
meet at serangoon, take out itouch,
watch cabi mv, hyperventilate! (:
OMG, i still cannot get over the fact that taecyeon and yoona,
AHHHHHHHHH!

did i mention i aim to complete all my homework by this week?
but then, so far i've only completed one compre,
and the the other one halfway thru.
chinese alsoooooo, so much omg O:

oh, and i love accessories and wallets now, wheee! (:
I LOVE IT I LOVE IT! (:
EARRINGS, BRACELETS, NACKLACES!

rouhui is crazy i swear,
she goes crazy over ethan ruan,
FOR WHAT?
my queen hahaha!
must watch tonight, mustmustmust! :)
shucks i still got to prac piano, SIANSXZ.

i miss dexus, kailin, jamie everyone!
i miss BOBO, must have outing some day, gosh! ):

2010-05-31T20:36:00.002+08:00

whewwww, at last im able to use the computer wheee!
yesterday went out till latelatelate!
ate haagen dazs amount up to 60 plus, tsktsktsk.
and still cleared cupboard till even later time! (:

had maths today, circles and curves sucks ):
went out with chiangzzz today,
walked so much,
find job my shit uh, cannot even find one ):
: how old are you?
: uh fifteen.
: sorry cannot.
FIFTEEN WHY CANNOT HUH?

2010-05-27T21:30:00.002+08:00

omg what's up with this man!
omgomgomgomgomg.
i cannot take it,
taecyeon is too tooo tooooo HOT TO THE MAX.
AHHHHHH,
why must he and yoona meet outside together AT NIGHT!
WAHLAOEH, STILL NEED TO PLAY TOGETHER,
STOP PLAYING LAAAAH! ):
and what's up with nickhun helping yuri put suntan lotion.
OMG FLIRTS LAAAAAH,
SO SEDUCTIVE JUST NOW!
no i am not cheekopek, it is just that,
HELP ME TAECYEON IS TOO HOT!
OMG WHY IS SNSD AND 2PM COLLABORATING?
WAEYO?
WO BU YAO,
but ohwell, actually nickhun and yuri not bad uh,
so is yoona and taecyeon too!
love the scandal they have haha,
and in family outing, funny shit!
but seohyun still looks as sweet heheee.
OMG,
CAN SOMEONE PLEASE TELL YOONA TO STOP FLIRTING WITH TAECYEON!
IM CRYING IN FRONT OF THE COMPUTER SCREEN NOW ):
AHHH, SHE IS PRETTY BUT THEN,
GO FIND SOMEONE ELSEEEEE AHHHHH!
shit, i shld stop fan-girling ):

2010-05-27T21:06:00.002+08:00

haha i'm free now, but i don't have the school's over feeling ):
is like we still have to go for lessons on monday,
and idk what other days, someone got to remind me.
ahahaha, i think i'm looking forward to extra lessons actually.

went out with 9 people today, lazy to name.
anyway, we walked so much,
from dhoby ghaut to cineleisure to 313 to ion.
woah somemore in each mall, we walked so much omg.
my leg super duper pain, till now ):
and i have decided to save alot of money,
like alotalotalot.
i mean, maybe i'll try (:
cos i felt super broke today,
and deprived of clothes.
and mummy wants us to clear our whole wardrobe first,
before she will buy us new clothes.
grrrr, shall clear tomorrow.
in the meantime, my saving plan shld take action, like soon (:
so i can save 5 bucks everyweek,
and soon i can save alot whee!
oh, i wna find a job too!
but not at macs ):
actually i have a place to work already heheeee,
but i scared cannot concentrate on my school work,
boohooooooo.
ohwell, but the point is,
i need clothes ):

MY 14 MARKS LIKE OMG

2010-05-26T13:23:00.004+08:00

seriously, i didn't know i would have missed out that last page,
like wtf omg ):
only after the paper,
AFTER THE DAMN PAPER,
did i realised there was this stupid 14 marks question at the last page.
ohyay and how great,
it is on coordinate geometry,
just nice my best topic.
wah best, my 14 marks just flew off like that.
dammit seriously.
and the paper was so difficult,
i was like huh-ing at so many questions.
i screwed up physics,
can't afford to screw up maths anymore.
and maths was supposedly my best subject.
i wanted to get an A, but i guess not able to anymore.
i'm sorry,
i'm gna let everyone down again,my parents, and omg mr tay, like again.
if i get bottom twenty,
i think poon is gna talk to me,
and send me for A.R.T. or E.R.T. idk how it is spelled.
ohyeah,
after the release of results is meet the parents,
haha what if she talk to my mum/dad.
and i have no confidence for history tmrw,
cos i totally cannot remember any facts at all.

have you forsaken me my Lord

2010-05-22T19:53:00.002+08:00

i've been wanting to say this,
i really cannot take it anymore,
the way you have been behaving, i cannot stand it.
it irks me,
you tell me your problems when you need me,
but when you're feeling alright,
you just cast me aside.
when others request things from you,
you give it to them readily.
but when i do,
you seem reluctant.
i thought i was your closest friend,
but i guess i'm wrong now,
to see the way you've been treating me,
and the way you treated others.
maybe cause i was so close to you,
that you took me for granted.
you continue living in that world of yours,
you think that you're so popular.
i hate it, when somehow when you see them,
you just launch into the
'im so noisy and popular' mode.
haha, am i being too sensitive?
i don't think so.
i could not help but agree with what algae told me that day,
you may think i'm backstabbing you,
but i'm not.
you don't know what others have been thinking about you,
did you even bother to reflect?
how much you have been hurting those around you.
i bet you have been thinking only abt jrs haven't you?
last time when you told me your problems,
i really cared.
but now, i don't know what to say.
cos your problems are not really problems if you realise,
there are others in the world who has problems much more serious than yours.
i can't be bothered anymore.
you've changed, since i've known you.
you can go ask around if you like, i'm sure you will get the same answer.
the ignorant one will remain forever ignorant.

2010-05-21T22:37:00.002+08:00

omg love this song hehee.
donghae for once looks good (:
and i like ryeowook's hair,not bad uh!
wheee (:

hehe and this song BONAMANA!
love shiwon at the starting wheee, his voice so nasal (:
and wassup with eunhyuk's hair, HAHA.

2010-05-21T22:17:00.002+08:00

so finally,
english paper and chemistry paper finally over.
im not sure what the outcome might be,
boohoo, have quite afew different ans frm friends ):
and right, omg
the place i am sitting at is so cold,
was shivering while doing the stupid paper.
thank God for the cedar jacket which is damn comfortable hehe (:
and i better not forget to bring anything anymore,
forgot to bring my calculator,
hehe i went to borrow heng uhh.

okay i feel lazy,
cos i haven't been studying.
will try to study history later, wheee!
hope i am able to get some facts into my head (:
cmon history cmon, get into my head head head!
stalin sucks, hitler rocks not.
yay i like my queen now,
cos of songyunhao, aka leslie in the show.
love him love him love him!
but ah rou likes ethan ruan ):

its funny how we were so close last time,
when we were still friends.
i know you think i'm one who takes people for granted,
i know.
now we don't even acknowledge each other.
it's funny isn't it?
i know you've been watching.

that one solitary despised line,
that inflicted pain on her.

2010-05-18T22:47:00.002+08:00

so complicated,
annoying.
grr, i still have letters not replied,
ahhh im sorry ): so damn busy.
history sucks seriously,
why did i take hist in the first place.
hitler stalin stalin hitler,
why do such people even exist?
without them, my world= much better (:
everyone's mugging so hard bleah.
and chemchemchem,
i think im getting the hang of it,
except for the ionic eqns,
i am still huh-ing at it.
kept sleeping during class today, so unlike me ):
i must pay attention,
if not that stupid tablepartner of mine will scratch me ):

maybe what they said was right,
you've changed, please prove me wrong.

2010-05-17T22:37:00.003+08:00

its ridiculous,
to just see how people have changed over months days years.
gosh, its scary.

elysia and i was crapping on our way home,
in the meantime,
i still got to worry for my stupid midyears.
i really dk if i can make it,
omg i am damn scared.
is like what if i forget everything suddenly?
sucks man!
can't it be like openbook exam!
grrr.
and my class is like some mugger class?
woah recess everyone was mugging :P
so ahem, sad to say, but i feel the stress coming along.
and chinese uh,
i still need memorise those gonghan blahblahblah,
annoying ):
and gosh,
geog got to continue being in my head, remember everything taught!
shucks, algae just had to tell me the paper was going to be difficult ):

mslizah talked to us today,
hah we are not united?
hello, we are very bonded already okaaaay!
right, its not our fault if we don't help her,
a certain someone is really irritating.

and i hate it that the tchrs tell the tri sci classes everything,
and say to us,
'the tri sci classes are a few months ahead of yall'
ohyay how great, if yall realise, we are putting in alot of effort okaaay!

2010-05-16T22:29:00.002+08:00

eeks, i did not complete much today, boohoo.
ohwell, the days are nearing, omg i am super scared.

came back home frm church,
mummy nagnagnag, ohwell.
ate maggi mee for dinner,
poor thing ):
better than my sister she did not eat anything, hehe!
okay i am bored.
but i don feel like studying chem anymore.
hehe i finished studying chem already.
moles,structures and bondings,acid bases.
thats all! (:
maths and physics next!
Vanessa you can do it, whee!

must remind myself not to be cranky or mean to humaira tmr,
or she will complain complain complain,
and abuse me, and ohyeah complain to her runnosh.

and maybe, maybe i shld learn to trust someone.

2010-05-15T23:18:00.003+08:00

Amazing grace

Amazing grace
How sweet the sound
That saved a wretch like me
I once was lost, but now I'm found
Was blind, but now I see
'Twas grace that taught my heart to fear
And grace my fears relieved
How precious did that grace appear
The hour I first believed
My chains are gone
I've been set free
My God, my Savior has ransomed me
And like a flood His mercy rains
Unending love, Amazing grace

The Lord has promised good to me
His word my hope secures
He will my shield and portion be
As long as life endures

The earth shall soon dissolve like snow
The sun forbear to shine
But God, Who called me here below
Will be forever mine
Will be forever mine
You are forever mine

love this song heheee (:
love how the people raise up their hands and just worship Him.
their voices so united, just the voices (:
amazing grace.

so anw, have been revising today.

feel so accomplished hehe.
did my maths and eng.
shall continue more later or tmrw (:
and history tmrw too.
so i felt happy revising just now,
speaking about passion for learning, i have (:
and my sciences oh gosh, i think i shld just revise everything haha.
and i hate exponential graphs ):

2010-05-14T21:33:00.002+08:00

completed mole concept 1 already (:
okaaay, moving to concept 2 soon.
and acid bases and salts completed too,
but i still don't understand how to measure strength of acid/alkalis ):
everyone have so many different methods, grrr.
so stress can,
today got back chem test results,
which was lousy ):
almost cried lah omg,
smore that humaira next to me get so high marks,
and i was damn pissed off, with myself.
why can't i ever get good marks for my sciences.
last year endofyears,
it was also the damn sciences which pulled my overall down.
gosh, and now,
i am also scared of maths, grrr.
cos anything can come out,
completing the square wtv shit,
so much to learn, but so little time.
maybe i shld start revising for endofyears like during june hols ((:

idk what to do,
how do i face you.
i guess i am not the person you need.

2010-05-13T22:08:00.002+08:00

results of using a touchscreen phone,
i thought everything was touchscreen too.
i was touching the computer's screen,
and waiting for it to function,
when i realised,
voila! i forgot, i have to use the mouse!

and the calculator, despite the screen being so small,
i was still touching it,
wait for my ans to come out.
oh gosh, damn dumb.

and so, we moved to the container classrm today,
wheeee! aircon at last (:
mrs foo say the air will be stale and we shld air it soon, or sth
and people will start feeling sick.
and she told us about her pregnancy period,
how she pushed and pushed,
almost lost her life blahblah,
damn gross, omg.

we also had stupid chemistry test,
which i expect to fail?
at least i tried my best, gosh.

2010-05-12T22:17:00.003+08:00

i am currently missing you right now,
alot in fact,
i don't know why,
and i know i am not sposed too.
shucks man,
it hurts.

2010-05-12T22:03:00.002+08:00

seriously, what's up with 3D now?
i got home and saw my dad trying out the 3D cheapo glasses that straits time gave,
and he was like, 'eh hey, it really is 3D leh!'.
haha, yes obviously right,
if not straits time will dare to publish those so-called 3D pages meh.

the chenhanwei 9 oclock with you show is quite nice,
so scary heheeee.
and heard frm kong that this is adrian pang's last show.
hehe and kong is damn funny,
she keep talking abt my 'spoilt' hair, which is not very spoilt afterall!
and we plucked out like thousands of my hair in the library,
yes i know gross right,
but wait, is kong help me pluck my hair!

and lvl games super fun,
our faciliators were funny (:
and played watergames,
splashed here and there.
me annoying kong and nat one grp.
and we are tissue paper and toilet bowl(nat) grp!
tissue papers of the world uniteee! ((:

haha,i am sposed to be mugging agn,
chem this time, cos i am done with geog.
now every of my post consists of mugging dkwhat topic, hehe.
oh, and am i glad to announce that,
the PSLE mother tongue results weightage is not gna decrease or wtv.
if not i will juet go sue MOE, cos i am very sure mother tongue pulled my overall down ):

and boomboomboom,
thunder roaring, lightning striking.
omg maybe it is quite scary,
the flashes are so bright, ah help!
hehe, gna rain i hope (:
then it will be a coldcold night.
eeyer but tmr no assembly in courtyard?
boohoo.

2010-05-11T22:18:00.003+08:00

hehe my queen starring ethan ruan, and
i thought it was some normal boring taiwanese drama,
but i was wrong ):
it is quite nice hehe esp with the return of song yunhao,
love him man!!!
and ethan ruan is damn noble in the show,
sacrifice his own love,
okay it sounds cheesy, but it is still super nice show.
but autumn concerto is better! ((:

okay, i did not study today, i feel bad.
only did my maths hw, and chem failure attempt.
i am so dead for chemistry ):
boohoo, someone kill me.

teaching my younger sister p3 maths,
headache man,
she just don't understand what i am saying, grrrr.
and i am so fustrated too, GRRRRRRRR.

2010-05-10T22:40:00.003+08:00

yesterday was mother's day!
yay went to jack's place to makan.
yumyum (:
i love the escargots, damn omg delicious!
ohwell, elysia will post the photos on fb.
ohyes and we baked bready doughy cookies,
hehe filled with cinnamon,
for mummy, but she refused to eat it )):
so we eat lor.
heh,
okay i am abt to complete geog already whee.
i am worried for chem now ARGH.
sucks man mye, why must we even have it.

i realised,
when it starts, it nvr stops,
the quarrels continues.

2010-05-07T21:37:00.002+08:00

studied with daphne today, wheee!
quite fun heheeee.
ate longjohns too, so i feel fat now ):
HAHA, nat wey damn funny,
omg 'the lion the lion'!
and kathy uhhh, keep bullying me justnow.
grrrr and stop lying to mee.
damn mean leh omg.
did i mention,
i hate humaira!
she is damn annoying, disturb me everyday annoying pig. ):

shld i go study soon?
development,
i am finishing, FINISHING!!
ABIT MORE HEHE.
okay i am bored.

2010-05-06T22:43:00.002+08:00

have not been using the computer for the past two days,
new record!
been studying so much this few days,
but nothing seems to be able to get into my head ):
development yet to complete!
maths i still got to brush up,
so many to do.
and my sciences are lousy.
omg i am feeling damn scared,
for midyears.
this sucks,
i studied till i fell asleep just now ):

2010-05-03T21:59:00.002+08:00

geography please get stuck in my head!
let me remember everything about development.
let me ace in it!
i still want to be MP next time uh,
minister of entertainment preferred,
i know there is no such position yet,
but i will make it come true one day (:
so let me ace in geog,
let me join PAP/WP or sth heeehee.
i wna be in politics (:

anyway,
went to bishan lib to study today,
and could not find a place to sit for very long.
till finally met sarah and nadia and yunjie (:
sat with them to study,
omg and is super damn embarrassing and funny.
me and daphne sat down,
i almost rolled somersault, and daphne leg cramped.
okay nvrm, people won't get it.
SO interesting part,
we saw people making out!
HAHA COOL SHIT,
both girls were frenchkissing,
and that sarah goh uh,
cannot stop staring, still so ji dong wna see them making out.
she is deprived with a capital D. ((:
heheee,
and i was like, when is mother's day.
bunghair girl, next sunday.
we all turn ard, laugh laugh laugh (:
then next second, saw them making out.

okay, piano wasn't as bad as i expected,
cos tchr flooded me with ALOT OF FOOD.
and made me happy again (:

tmr, napha test,
SHIT MAN!

2010-05-01T22:51:00.001+08:00

omg sometimes i feel like i am a failure.
ohwell,
why must i think of the past.
the past,
already over.
can i forget about those memories,
bury them somewhere,
let them be forgotten.
and my life would be much more happier,
without tears and all.

2010-04-30T21:33:00.003+08:00

soooo, we had x country today!
and guess what?
our class walked the whole way through,
YIPPEE, CLASS SPIRIT ! ((:

okay anw, me and daphne,
went with alethea,sheen xinyi to toapayoa.
then wah, bus ride there is the bombszx man!
cause me and daphne were so hyper and crazy,
we laughed like mad on the bus.
and later all so hungry and we became quiet.
anw ate subway, talktalktalk,
then went daphne house to study.

but apparently,
i used her computer to watch my ac (((:
and she fell asleep,
and would not wake up no matter how i much i called her.
then i left for piano.
speaking of piano,
i am feeling so damn pissed off.
it takes up too much of my time omg.
and teacher keeps cancelling lesson last minute.
i cancelled plans for today cause of piano,
and end up theres no lesson.
wahlaoeh so angry can?
then i stone alone in cs lib,
and read books, so guai right!
and i burst out laughing at one book like some siao zhar bor heee.
okay then nithya called and told me many many many stuff.
and i forgot,
natalie said something which made me hate someone, even more.
SHE SUCKS OMG!

2010-04-28T22:09:00.002+08:00

Come holy spirit fall on me now
I need your anointing
Come in your power
I love you holy spirit
You're captivating my soul
And every day i grow to love you more

I'm reaching for your heart
You hold my life in your hand
Drawing me closer to you
I feel your power renew
Nothing compares to this place
Where i can see you face to face
I worship you in spirit and in truth

okay yay i love this song,
lasy to go find the song now, but it is damn niceee (:

walked to pp with kong,
and omg, bought cup noodles,
and ate outside the mrt.
and there was a series of events,
i'm too lazy to elaborate.
basically,
the 711 guy damn lousy pok,
then kong was racist against her own race.
and she told me some very interesting stuff,
while eating cup noodies, and i feel satisfied,
with the stuff i learnt frm talking to her ((:

and i went home after that,
first time in this year?so early go home (:
and then omg,
i slept!!! and i was praying that i will not sleep,
but too bad i did.
i still feel like sleeping, omg so pig ):
i shall walk for tmrw jogging,
HAHA!

please tell me you did not mean it,
don't yknow it is so hurting ):

2010-04-27T22:24:00.001+08:00

omg, i feel sad idk why suddenly ):
shucks man,
boohooooo.

no i am not talking about you,
WHAT'S YOUR PROBLEM )))))):

2010-04-27T22:07:00.002+08:00

yes, glad to say, i completed 2.4km run (:
i survived it! WHEEEE! (:
omg, so happy lah omg.

studied with the lesbianic awesome algae today,
at f.p macs (:
thought it was some 'ulu pandan' place ( according to algae )
but apparently, we saw 7 cedarians, grrrr.
debated about freezing of fats leading to indigestion and blaaaah.
and we ate alot, omg i feel fat,
and i to think i just burnned come calories during the run ):
ate fillet o fish, and cinnamon meltszx,
hehe not sposed to, cause having sorethroat, but ohwell!
the other foods there are too expensive,
and tooooooo tempting!
and studying with algae is really effective,
cause she is so strict and give so many egs of ques!
sooo, she is a awesome tutor YAY.
study in orchard next time, heheee,
or airport okaaaay! (:

someone loves ____,
she is called ALGAE!
algae loves ____,
algae loves ____!

okay this song i made up while studying was stuck in my head (:

2010-04-26T23:05:00.002+08:00

omg i really feel sick,
gross shit lah ):
and i was still feeling so high this morning.
keep laughing at every single thing.
and how great i am,
falling ill when 2.4 run is tmr.
i hope i don't faint halfway thru.
i hope i don't get a fever,
or dengue fever ):
cause me and celestine saw a blackandwhite mozzie biting her,
and now she is having feveeer.
how omg, i scared to the max lah srsly.
can i skip 2.4?
i don't want to run ):

2010-04-25T21:48:00.003+08:00

Praise the Lord!
today's service was really great (:
Lord, let us be more hungry for You,
please satisfy us, let us have more of You,
rain Your presence down,take us deeper into Your love.
yes Lord, You are Good!

wheee, shld i study or not?
i don't feel like it,
nvrm,
watch autumn concerto first, heheee.
and ruien is one of top 10 girls for awards night,
YAY!

i feel ill,
i pray i am not,

2010-04-25T10:57:00.002+08:00

heeheee, it is early in the morning now! (:
didn't use the computer in the end,
was too tireeed.
grrr, realised i have been sleeping really early nowadays.
and i studied yesterday, wheee!
ohyes, algae cheated my feelings,
thought we were gna study yesterday,
but didn't ):
maybe will lateeer.

and spended the whole night yesterday spazzing abt dwl to rouhui.
how mean ella is, grrrr.
and yay now i am on to autumn concerto!
watching it now (:
liang muchen's father sucks

2010-04-23T22:19:00.002+08:00

omg,

VANESS WU IS SOME HOT SHIT (((:

HAHA, charlene has only 4 same letters with _____,

but i have 6!

HAHA,

VANESSA AND VANESS! YAY!

i want to hold his hand,

argh i envy liang mu chen,

cause vaness held her hands so many times.

okay uhhhm, vaness wu is called ren guang xi in the show.

HAHA, so hot lah srsly,

and so sweet too,

omg please take me away with youuuuuu!

oh yes, and i got a new phone,

it does not rock that much as i expected it to be,

but ohwell who cares.

went shopping today,

and i gained alot of fats calories, and all the fatty stuff,

cause i ate so much ):

boohoo.

you told me you did not mean it,

but did you really mean what you say,

cause i don't think you did. ):

2010-04-22T22:19:00.002+08:00

have you ever thought that maybe,
i am having much more problems than you?
well, maybe cause i did not tell you about it,
HAHA, yeah like you will even care.
cause you are just so selfish, (ps, that's what everyone says too)
continue putting me down, see if i care.
yknow, sometimes you can be so annoying,
think you will always get your way?
think again.
if you are gna use people to make friends,
think again.
people might seem nice to you,
but you don't know what they are saying behind your back.
this is human nature.

okay, putting unhappy things aside.
i just got home,
dance night was greaaaaaaaat to the max!
they danced really well,
nithya daphne algae and natasha ((((:
yay, hard work paid off,
so nice wheeeeee!
oh algae so sexaaaaye, heheeee, just being yoursellf on the stage huh!
loved the indian dance, where there is some monster,
omg scary much lah srsly!
nithyaaa so cute, dancing on the stage,
i spended half the time laughing my head off! :P

speaking of that, omg megan uh,
sit next to me and scream so loudly.
now everyone infront of us think we are some siao cha bors lah!
keep calling us to keep quieeeet,
shhh shhh shhh,
were we that noisy? omg.

yay i loved todaaaay,
but something made me really sad ):
i want to cry laaah boohoo,
why i so dumb.

2010-04-21T23:04:00.002+08:00

oh shucks, my mole concept sucks to the core,
i don't get all the Ar/Mr,
omg please it is making my head burst ):
studied today yay whee,
i feel kinda hardworking! (:
oh i love ethan juan too, hehe,
so cuteee (:

stop being so selfish please,
can't you just help me for once,
even if you do,
you help me reluctantly.
yes maybe i don't get things as fast as you do,
but i really just hope that someone can help me.
and i thought you will be that someone,
i really don't get you, i really don't.

idk, maybe a seperation will do the trick,
i'm not sure.

ps, someone smiled at me today (((:

2010-04-20T21:46:00.002+08:00

look at the crunchie cadbury bar!
wheee, it is the latest love of my life,
look so yum yum laaah!
it is hokeypokey honeycomb coated with chocolate,
it is just like violet crumble,
a chocolate which cadbury stopped producing,
and happened to be the love of my life,
like 8 years back/?
oh yay, now it is back,
HAHA, i am slow to notice,
but wheee, just ate it just now (:

remainder theorem sucks

2010-04-19T22:59:00.002+08:00

this is charlene's kissing hand

the two hands are frenchkissing, yay! (:

and this is the cute kissing hand apparently.

AHEM, SHE LOVES CHARMAINE (:

AND IS VERY PROUD OF IT (:

YAY!

TO END OFF, SO THIS IS CHARLENE ((:

2010-04-19T22:49:00.002+08:00

helloooo, my leg is super painszx now O:
because walked with charlene claudia sonita until i want to die laaah ):
grrr, now my leg cramp like shit,
tmr still have pe, die manszx.
walked ard j8, for like one hour plus plus,
till omg, so tired,
they still trying to find guides farewell gifts.

and i am so sad, i am trying hard to post the unglam photos of charlene,
and her confessing that she loves charmaine,
but ohwell, i can't send it,
now also lazy to do it, bleah.

stop it seriously,
can't you see that it's hurting me ):

2010-04-17T22:07:00.000+08:00

so pretty tiffany, hehe! (:
and you can sing so well wheee!
love love love (:

2010-04-17T21:54:00.003+08:00

yay i'm watching the tv,
DOWN WITH LOVE, wheeee!
i have the hots for jerry yan,
wait omg, i thought only aunties love him.
hehe, nvrm.
i love jerry yan's voiceeee,
so lazy wazy. (((:
and kezhong! love you too!

oh and today's cell grp was great,
i really thought alot about it,
shld give more of my time to God,
and think away the bad thoughts,
wheeeee.
Praise the Lord!

2010-04-16T23:08:00.002+08:00

so today was express yourself day,
so many people turned up in beautiful clothes,
HEHE, and i was like this ahbeng with ahlian dayna.
okay, then boring day,
fell asleep during physics.
super boring to the max,
nothing gets into my head ))):

after that stayed back in school,
but then fell asleep, only woke up at 430pm,
to realise that upstairs of lib closing ):
then syahindah and sarah go take unglam shot of meeee while sleeping.
decided to do h/w, while waiting for rouhui and nithya to finish cca.

went to nearby coffeeshop makan,
ate popiah which was filled with garlic,
not that nice lah, but the uncle was nice (:

litup was quite nice,
didn't understand the first play at all,
only knew two people killed themselves,
damn funny max,
esp the trees crying (:
eldds performance all very niceee,
hehe, tom dick harry play!
okay so it was a nice night in all,
oh it ended late,
reached home at almost eleven.
wheee

2010-04-15T22:12:00.003+08:00

hey, you all tried your best today,
don't feel sad or what okay.
nevermind that it is over,
instead yall shld work hard towards the next competition (:
just work hard persevere on,
show others what cedar basketball is made up of!
don't let them look down on you all.
seeing how you all reacted today,
really made me think back,
about how badly i cried last time,
and i did not persevere on, wth.
omg, brings back memories,
i am tearing ):

tmr is eyd, i really dk what to wear.

2010-04-14T21:20:00.002+08:00

lunch at no signboard restaurant (OH THEIR DIMSUM SUCKS!)
3 xiaolongbao,3 prawn dumpling,3 chicken thing,3 scallop dumpling?
plus
a jug of beer, a honeydew juice
equals to
64 BUCKS!
then after that, still not full,
so we went to food republic, ate some snacks.
wheee!

omg, and that was my lunch(:
and really, it is not 3 baskets of xlb,
but 3 pieces!!!
then i felt really sad for daddy, cause he had to pay,
but also, that is the real reason why i love shopping with parents,
cause they pay for everything (:

whee, and bought my bag alreaaady,
heeehee!
and today was a fun fun day,
cause daddy and mummy were so funny,
quarrelling over who has more money.
but too bad, i have the least money,
poor me.
and then we walked ard vivo and harbourfront centre,
until leg super super tireeeed!
omg, but yes i am feeling super happy.

lunch ate at food republic,
though mummy wanted to eat at bosses restaurant,
but scared food not nice,
so went food court eat korean food,
which sucked like mad.
BLEAH.

omg, eyd is cominggggg, how!

2010-04-13T21:29:00.003+08:00

walk home was fustrating,
for one, xinting was making a damn hell lot of noise.
idk if it is cause she is attracting attention or whaaat,
but really she was super loud.
XINTING LOOK HERE,
STOP GETTING HIGH OVER SOME PERSON,
IT IS IRRITATING OKAY.
cause she totally embarrassed me and nithya.
and i was so super pissed off,
felt like this bunch of bimbos squealing over umbrellas and all.

something is wrong with me these days,
been feeling really fustrated over almost everything.
every little thing just pisses me off like no one else's business.
nothing seems to go right,
been missing this and that,
thinking about stuff, worrying over them,
can someone please help me.
i'm sorry to the people i was mean to,
as in if i am in a bad mood, yeah.

i love the rain, it is making me feel cold (:

2010-04-12T21:26:00.002+08:00

today was such an unproductive day ):
cause i stayed in the library and do nothing,
slacked, laughed and blah.
i feel laaaaazy!

humaira laaaah,
at first come disturb meee,
hurhur, try to spread rumours right?
go and die humairaaa!

rouhui keep slacking,
just watch smiling pasta,
then dk what else she do lah,
but basically, she did not study!
omg, and the way home damn funny,
me and rouhui bend down and run,
cause scared kenna striked by lightning :P
then i think people think we weird lah!
cause we hold hands and running,
gross max rouhui!
it is your honour to hold my hand!!! (((:

but at least now i know where are my mole concept notes,
it is with... SYAHINDAAAAH!
I FEEL LIKE KILLING HER hehe (:
she made me worry for two days yknow!
and i cannot study my chem,
cause of her too!
grrr grrr grrr ):

i need a haversack!
got to buy one soon, YAY.

THIS IS WHAT I CALL INFATUATION (:

2010-04-11T21:42:00.003+08:00

wheeee, i am all bathed, fed, and happy.
today woke up at 315am,
then slept more till 345am,decided to call daphne,
guess what, that pig was still sleeping!
and we were sposed to meet at ecp at 430am.
but we were still early.
anw, we slacked till like 6 plus?
HAHA,omg,
this guy was changing in toilet cubicle,
then too bad laaaah, he nvr lock door,
and i opened the door really wide, not realising he was inside.
embarrassed much, and daphne just kept laughing like shit.

blahblahblah, many stupid things happened.
and the security guards were very niceeee.
helped us alot.
and then right,
omg have this hot hot super hot guy.
heheeee, he is under safety dept.
omg, nice tan nice hair, perfect height, toned muscles.
and how i wished i opened the door for him,
but bleaah, daphne took my chance,
the consequences of being lazy ):
HAHA, before he crossed the gate,
i was signalling to daphne,
she saw him then almost giggled too/sth.
'i have to regain my composure!'
thats what daphne said, so she looked at the floor,
to regain her composureeeee.
while i just pretend to enter my 'blank face' modeeee,
HEHE, omg he so cute.
ohwell, this is infatuation.

2010-04-10T19:34:00.002+08:00

i am going off to daphne's house now for sleepover.
yay, i will miss my home ):
but on the other hand,
no one is at home, again.
only me and maid, bad bad bad.
i ate maggi mee for dinner,
yumyum.

yesterday night was a bad night,
somehow i feel that even my younger sister knows what is going on sometimes,
and she was crying alone in the toilet,
so i tried to somewhat comfort her,
and she told me to shut up.
gosh, make me mad.

okay, i don't want to go daphne's house anymore,
cause i have to sleep early, sucks man.
ohwell, 3.30am gotta wake up,
osim triathlon, here i comeeee! (:

2010-04-08T21:32:00.002+08:00

i finally understand already,
and will give up.
hate being treated like dirt,
you just throw me away as and when you like it,
fine i am not going to bother you anymore,
and to think i considered you as one of my closest friend.
i can't believe i cried today,
emotional shit.

2010-04-07T22:04:00.002+08:00

i saw that picture,
my heart skipped a beat,
and i felt my insides went sour,
it's not a good feeling,
it's a bad feeling.

it sucks, really alot.
how i wish i can just jump down the building,
but thinking about how i will look like,
eyeballs out of the socket, and organs splattered out,
it is such a gross sight,
and i don't want to jump anymore.

how am i sposed to comfort people,
when i don't feel that great myself.
i am sorry everyone,
we can share the misery togetheeeer!

2010-04-07T21:07:00.003+08:00

life has been bad these days,
idk why, i don't want to go to school anymore,
srsly life sucks.
been so moody,
cause the stress bugs are getting on my nerves,
which is bad,
how am i gna cope with olvls next year?
ohwell fine, it is still next year.
anw, i have been affecting my not so happy table partner humaira,
with my disease,
and now she is feeling stress too, awwww sad.
she claims that because of me,
her heart is torn into a million pieces,
and that totally made alittle bit of my day (:
hehe, cause i felt honoured.

after school studied with syahindah and sarcthy again,
they are my studybuddy (:
and i really concentrated okaaay,
except that i went to the canteen and toilet quite a few times, hehe!

and waited for nithya with daphne,
omg daphne uhhh,
weird emotions man, and keep infecting me ):
srsly, the news is bad, but i'm sure you can overcome it alright,
just pray, and everything will be alright.

i tried not to feel jealous today,
when i saw what was happening.
ohwell, somethings can't be helped,
wtv life sucks ):

2010-04-06T22:23:00.002+08:00

I FELT SO SUPER LOUSY TODAY.
basically, it was a really bad sad dead day.

i realised i am not good in anything,
i am lousy in comforting people,
i am lousy in my studies,
i am lousy in chemistry,
i am lousy in physics,
i am lousy in helping others,
i am lousy in piano,
i am lousy in packing cause i am so disorganised,
i am a lousy senior,
i am a lousy tablepartner,
i am a lousy friend,

ohwell, i am just quite lousy.
almost wanted to cry on my way home today ):
cause everyone was like so dead and sad.
the ndvs were sad,
we basically slacked ard in the playgrd.
and lamented.
and i did not know what to do,
cause i wasn't feeling that bad yet.
but on the way home,
i felt really really sad,
even eating the icecream could not cheer me up.
yes i shld read some motivational stuff to let me improve myself.
i must work hard, esp in my sciences,
they suck like hell.

on the other hand,
things i can look forward to,
tmr- most probably going shopping with mummy (:
weekends- cell grp, and osim triathlon (:
lit up- i can study before litup, then go watch the show (:

i need more study dates,
i must not slack ard anymoreeeee!
anyone freeeee or not, i need alot of help in studies!

and to daphne,
stop feeling sad.
maybe you shld read that chinese compre yknow,
HAHA, as in just bother about your own little bubble,
and not bother too much about those other things that do not concern you.
at least they know you care,
so don't be too bothered about it,
and don't break down and cry halfway,
it scares me :O
ohyeah, the sweets i want (:

2010-04-06T16:42:00.002+08:00

asshole. stop pissing me off srsly,
i am damn irritated.
yeah right, so what if i am loud?
noisy then don't sit close to me lah,
go away!
yeaaah if you're gna read this, which i think you will,
you are gna bitch about me on your blog.
right, go ahead!
do you think i give a damn?
i am sick and tired about you boasting,
yes you will deny,
but HAHA, i know you are trying to put me down,
and yknow what, i am not the only one who can see that srsly.
GO AND DIE

2010-04-05T21:44:00.002+08:00

having a sorethroat,
omg it sucks srsly ):
heng tmr not 2.4/5 items, but i still think ms poon will make us run alotalot still.
grrrr.
anywaaaaay, it's a really boring day today,
mostly involving my coco pops being my table partner,
HAHA humaira, i think i will just squish them laaaah!
and i'm very very very stressed over moles concept,
i don't get it like srsly,
i feel like tearing my haaaair out or sth.
i must pass chem omg! i need a major help,
some study dates with smart people will help i guess,
uhhh algae xinting? HAHA!
but sorry, NOT MICHELLEEEEE (:

ohwell,
and then walked back to pp mrt with rouhuuuuui.
she was kind enough to share with me her umbrellaaaa,
hehe so niceeee, but i still got wet, ):
then walked walked walked and talked talked talked abt random stuff.

took train to punggol,
then omg, i saw jessie chong!
so unexpected, so i hid frm her till her stnics friend got off the train,
then i plopped next to her and gave her a scare,
funny much!

oh shucks, i still have a chinese ws to do, actually i have two ):
sad life of mine!
i wonder when is my phone contract ending!
in april i know, but not sure wheeeen ):
i want to faster change phoneeee!

2010-04-04T10:15:00.002+08:00

had cornerstone run in the morning yesterday,
woke up at like 5plus then went to ecp.
walked frm the race starting point to macs to get breakfast.
almost died on the way there,
cause it was too far ):
i ate caramel melts, and it was quite nice, just too sweet alittle.
after the run, stoned in the hot sun for idk how long,
then went to Heart of God church (:
had alot of fun, though i was so tired i almost fell asleep :P
had some burger competition, and SA was damn fast laaaah,
the guys chionged like siao to get the burgers ):
and yay, cedar was the only group which managed to get into the finals (:
then had service, and very loud music omg.
then pastor talked,
then we went out into the squeezy walkway,
and tried to camwhore.
then i came home,
and slept after i ate dinner.
so i slept frm 7-12, feel like i pig, but hey i was really tired ):
woke up and went to nearby coffeeshop to eat,
and then went home at ard 2am.
and slept agaaaaain (:
WHEEE!

2010-04-02T00:27:00.002+08:00

ohmygosh, love this song alot, it is called 'dear mum'.

felt that the girls looked great, especially tiffany (: love her hair alotalotalot!

and i really feel sad for her, her mum died when she was so young ):

saw her crying just now through some variety shows, and hehe i cried too. i think i'm crazy.

love sunny at 0:48, and tiffany at 1:31-1:36 ((:

and yoona at 1:41, yuri very pretty at 1:57! wheee!

seohyun at 2:57 and taeyeon powerhouse at 3:04!!! LOVE HER VOICE.

oh and i feel damn mean now, cause i was snsd's antifans like 6 mths back?

and haha, my love for them now is like BOOMSZX, but not as much as i have for dongbang (:

loveeee this song alot, so niceeee and sweet (:

and their pictures when they were young, it was so sweet and cute! esp tiffany and yoona :P

mom, i truly love you (:

2010-04-01T22:10:00.002+08:00

i am feeling so dead todaaaay,
so tired omg.
just slacked ard the whole day,
did not even laugh alot, boohoo ):
must be kathy's fault,
she made me so sad today,
somemoe at the start of the day,
make my mood so bad.

anywaaay,
i guess me michelle and kathy are studying tmr at airport,
wheee.
our sposedly crying foursome study date,
becomes the me michelle and kathy study date,
since xinting and algae just pangsehed us like no one else's business.
oh, but kathy have to leave early,
so saaaaaad ):
i wish more people can join us.
and i just realised there is a class gathering tmr,
and i can't go, again ):
i miss primary school!

2010-03-31T21:26:00.003+08:00

today was okay (:
and i finally went to the canteen lah,
like the first time in three days,
hehe but i think staying in the the class is the best,
cause there's so many things going on in class, whee! (:

oh, and today,
after school,
studied with shannen, blossom, syahindah?! and sarcthy.
woah,
and shannen totally makes my blood boil lah!
pack her bag can take half an hour,
think whether to study or not for five minutes,
go toilet another five minutes,
go kpoh ard another ten minutes,
cannot stand her omg srsly,
then waited till go library,
then i realised my bag was missing,
and thought syahindah and sarcthy took it,
only to realise that gerry(that dumb idiot!)
went to put my bag into somewhere ard the dustbin area,
and i was super duper disgusted lah srsly!

then we studied at library!
aaaaaand,
those few people all ostracise(is that how you spell it?) me!
don't want to teach me maths and physics,
and just keep daoing me,
so mean lah!
then shannen keep giggling when i don't know how to do,
syahindah keep telling me to keep quiet,
and blossom just keeps pestering me for glueeee!
grrrr, sometimes i wander,
why do i have this type of weird friends?
why do i even associate with them!
ohhhh, and shannen lee apparently thinks i am dumb cause i am frm 3S.
damn idiot lah srsly ):

then waited for nithyaaaa ka-ly-yani.
went to macs,
then eating half way,
realised that she left her file at school,
followed her back to take it, yes i am so nice (:
after that,
studied chem.
ohyeah,
and nithya, the certain someone did not call me back,
i am sad, NOT (:
OHWELL, i guess you are, hehe!
anywaaaays went home after that,
and reached at eight,
bleaaaah.

best friends quarrel over the slightest stuff ):

2010-03-29T21:41:00.000+08:00

ohweell,
reaction to my hair was epic.
i go into the class,
screams erupt,
and i run out of the classroom.

then they tried parading me around the school,
not funny much ):
oh, i want my old hair back.
feels damn embarrassing to walk ard in this
bouncy retro chinadoll-like hair.
yucks,
GROW HAIR GROW!

today, is a very very very sad daaaaay,
boohoo ):

2010-03-28T21:50:00.002+08:00

i just cut my hair,
it looks weird, what am i sposed to do!

ohgosh, what homework do we have?
i have not do a single one,
other than chinese and physics,
which is so difficult it is almost impossible to do ):

today's service was great!
we love Him,
we want to worship Him with passion,
everyone prayed in the holy spirit, and cried out.
it really was a great service,
whee!!!

and then after church,
went to grandma's house,
and i ate ate and ate.
thanks goodness there is jogging tmr,
but really,
i don't feel like jogging,
gosh, the laziness in me!

and this week,
the weekend pass-ed so fast,
and i'm feeling so sad, grrr.
have to wake up early (again!) tmr,
and i hate it,
bleah!

2010-03-27T18:46:00.002+08:00

TIFFANY! WOOOHOOOO, LOVE YOU!

she is so amazing srsly (:

yoona's hair is quite cuteee, and love yuri too!

oh jessica is okay lah, hehe love her starting (:

2010-03-26T23:48:00.003+08:00

ohmygosh, today really pissed me off.
why must i be so unlucky,
seriously!

ohwell, at least my mood became better after school (:
studied for a while,
till natalie, xinting left.
then left me and ainsley,
soooooo, we walked ard the school,
and ate currypuffs meant for the parents for sec2 meettheparents session.
ainsley ate FOUR like seriously, so fattening!
HAHA, then talk talk talk (: till ard six?
then she left for tuition,
while i stayed till SEVEN with daphne,
to wait for nithya,
can't believe the guides can talk for so long laaaah!
about an hour can,
arghhhh,
then went swing, talk talk talk with nithya,
then homed (:

came home and told my daddy abt poon,
and he wanted to complain to moe (:
wheeee!
HAHA, but i'm not gna carry matters too far lah,
not so mean okaaay!
just see what to do,
i just don't want to sit at the back isolated and alone.
i want humaira back ):

2010-03-25T21:21:00.002+08:00

shucks, idk why i am having this weird feeling.
this bad bad feeling.
it makes my stomach queasy ):
maybe cause i was watching the pupil,
eeks, it is kinda scary lah seriously.

ohmygosh, and i am feeling sad too.
idk whhhhhy ):
seriously,
and i don't ou her laaaaaah.
make me so irritated can, ARGH.
seriously, i am so irritated that i don't even want to go school now.
cause it will be like ' you ou _____ right'
fine, it might seem funny at first,
but after that,
it is not, cause it is damn bloody irritating.
crazy people i have in my class.

2010-03-24T22:48:00.002+08:00

wheee, today was a funny day (:
hehe, had 2 free periods, make me so happy (:
but then still had to do maths w/s.

anyway, ohmygosh,
i don't know how i am gna concentrate,
sitting with humaira,
seriously, she just keeps bullying me manszx!
haha, i don't like anyone laah srsly,
maybe i shld just walk ard with my eyes closed, and mouth shut.
this way, no one can say anything abt me liking this and that. ((:
humaira bullies me big time lah,
wahlaoeh, especially afterschool.
how can kathy humaira natalie and xinting gang up against me,
grrrr.

and i had a great chat with nithya today after school, hehe.
nithyaaaa, shld we msg her togetheeeeer? (:
and i did not know that those guides people,
were so stalkerish.
srsly, they are very scary, proclaiming their love for so&so out of the blue.
HAHA, and so they are quite funny too, hehe, had fun (:

ohmygosh, and oral is tmr,
i am scareeeeed. HOWWW?

2010-03-23T22:43:00.002+08:00

changed seating arrangements today,
sitting at the back, with HUMAIRA!
i srsly think she had a crush on mr tay (:
anywaaaay,
ms poon insult my intelligience okay, make me so pissed off.
m.p: actually i'm taking a huge risk to put vanessa at the back with humaira,
me and H: HUH?
m.p: vanessa her mind always wander elsewhere, humaira you must not pull her down okay.

arghhh, something along these lines ):
makes me irritated.

anywaaaay, today's cca was damn funny!
i was laughing my head off the entire time (:
we four must be together okaaay,
for what panasonic/samsung thing (:

'please add me on fb'
'sure, unless you show me your boobs first!'

'can we... trade naked photos?'

HAHA, inside joke.
damn horny i tell you (:
blossom loves to flirt, BIG TIME (:

YAY, i am watching the 10 oclock channel u show.
damn funny too!
HAHA, love the popo and limin (:

your lying sucks,
even so maybe i will not trust you anymore

2010-03-21T11:55:00.002+08:00

ohmygosh, this video totally rocks.
it totally expresses the feelings i have towards dongbang.
really, i miss them so much,
when are they gna come back on stage,
and perform as together, and i want FIVE of them back,
not three at this time, and two at the other time.
i'm so glad that they managed to stop time with their 'toki wo tomete' song.
but i still love 'with all my heart' song (:
totally moved me to tears ):
dongbang, IS THE BEST!
FIGHTING (((((: